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mind maddening thoughts that intwine with hope

With the frustrations building with in, from the ongoing search for Susan Powell and her where abouts. Hope mixed with fear of the worst mix in thoughts of my mind. Judging her husband as the only one who knows the truth.
To many things that he did in his only real interview after her dissaperance don't add up. First he was going south, then he changed his direction and went South west. You don't take kids in the middle of winter during freezing condtions to go camping and do smores with the kids as young and little as they were. That is just not believable by no means.
The facts that do add up to his guilt is the times that he stated about mine shafts being a place someone could dispose of a body and no one would ever know. Even if he tried to do that one, most the mine shafts around here have been closed when a little boy go lost in one and he died. His name was also joshua. and besides if he did know where one was at, he would of had to of had a four wheel vehicle to get to them in the snow. They are not just laying anywhere on the desert floor to just drive up to.
they are on the mountains that are covered in snow in dec.
So where did he really head out to that would make more sense?
Moab, the trails like he said. no snow, no body he knows. and cliffs or softer dirt to dig. Someone in his family knows where they used to go. where susan talked about camping at. Those will be clues I fee as to where he knows any area. pictures of camping would help tremendously. The boys said somthing to somoene that would be a clue after they got back if anyone was close enough to them to listen to what they had to say about where their mom is. This is why I feel the need to understand this code and know God and find Susan. No one else seems to know where to look, and why not ask the only spirit that knows besides the person responsible for her dissaperance. God! Ana the creator of our world as it is today, yesterday and tomorrow. The truth of all men will be shown. honesty is the only answer to our prayers and the only thing that will bring susan home. and God doesn't lie. Man does for their own personal benefit. They think!

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